It takes courage to answer this question in an honest way. When I look upon my 55 years of living I havn´t always had the courage to be honest with myself. During the last 8 month I´ve looked back and really studied my own patterns in life. As a child I wanted to be ME, but circumstances held me back and many times I lived in the shadow of my brother. I often shot my mouth because my little happy and curious spirit didn´t fit in.. I thought I wanted my own family.. I got mar